I still have your messages in my phone

I have to erase your name from my phone book. I have to delete your photos. I have to throw out everything that reminds me of you, to forget and move on.
I must stop torturing myself with thoughts of you. I have to stop scrolling my phone when loneliness comes up to me. But no matter how many times I tried, I was never able to delete your posts.

I know that we no longer communicate, but I like to read how we used to joke. We seemed so happy. We got along so well. And sad to see that we were so good.

I have to stop reading old messages, because they only make me miss you even more. They remind me of all our good times. They make me think that it might be worthwhile to write you a new message, say that I miss you, tell about your feelings, all those awkward words that sit in my thoughts.

But that would be a bad idea. The past must remain in the past. No matter how much I want to use a time machine, I can never change how everything happened, and I know it’s no use trying to get you back. We are not together now. We need to keep a distance. It's for the best.We are not destined to stay together.

You left. I have to accept it.I cannot continue to deceive myself, thinking that you are still there, reading your messages from our past happiness. I cannot prolong the process of forgetting you, because it is rather difficult and without reminders right in front of my face.

I have to delete your posts. I have to erase everything that reminds me of you. It will make it easier for me to forget you. But I do not want to forget you. I don't want to feel like you left for good. I do not want this to become my new reality.

Getting away from you was hard enough. I do not want to leave behind our memories. I want to hold on to them. I want to remember how I smiled with you, how you made me laugh. I never want to forget these feelings.

It may be wrong to store your messages. Maybe I only complicate everything for myself, keeping these little pieces of you around. Maybe I will never forget you while your name is on my phone - but we did have good times together. I do not want to let go of my past. I do not want to pretend that you have never been.

It may be wrong to hold on to memories so tightly, but I don’t think it’s right to deny your existence either.

I loved you. You loved me. You changed me. You changed my life.This is something to remember for all eternity, even if it hurts.

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